Archetypes

Well yes! It's been hectic and my head (again!) is a mess...I cannot stand uncertainty... for sure I don't like it and now it shows on my skin... I saw Grey's anathomy this week (old chapter) and felt really identified with some girl who blushed every time and really noticeable!!... poor dear! Anyway! I feel the same, I have this spots in my skin now reflection of what I feel, (which is that I don't feel right) I found a friend who's friend of a friend's friend and knows these person whom I have a crush on...or is it that I love him?...mmm... I would like to say yes! he is THE man in my life, but time and life has proven me wrong...so let's just say I have a crush on him, the rest will be history soon hahahaha... So I'm a dramatic person, he's a dramatic person, my friends are dramatic and truly...mmm... I can't stand any more drama... sorry but true! I can't I believe this is a selfish action but couldn't care less...Anyway (and not any really!) I decided to dissappear... If you want to find me call me! maybe I will answer and yes, even if I say I'm not waiting for your call, yes!, of course I am!! so call me later I will decide if answer or not... Right now?... don't know... probably not... as RG said this morning... Maybe you want me to be that girl waiting by the phone for your call saturday and maybe you have the right to want that but I'm not going to be that girl... I think I love you but I'm going to live my life and that's it, if you want to be included raise your hand...now!... well you have like 24 hours hahaha...

XXX XXL

(damned! these are some of the reasons why people think I'm crazy :P)