Nobody move and nobody gets hurt...

So, It is true, I start crying with out hope to stop everytime anyone ask me about you... My friends have tried to cheer me up without any easy outcome, even SP has tried, I cried for an hour on his shoulder, he had to come and get me because I could not keep driving and he was at the phone, responsible for making me cry and closest... But as you clearly said, I cried the whole weekend and since Monday morning hopefuly crying stops... I will still miss you, but I have to go back to my rutine (which one?) So, since there is no sense in keeping this space because you are the only follower, this will be my last post, unless you change your mind, decide to deal with this not going away through the false door, and comming back to the goodness of this life... The rest of my feelings, are for me because as Thumper's father said "If you can't say something nice, don't say nothin' at all"...So I leave with this song from Counting Crows, my all-time favorite...

Step out the front door like a ghost into the fog
Where no one notices the contrast of white on white
And in between the moon and you the angels get a better view
Of the crumbling difference between wrong and right
I walk in the air between the rain through myself and back again
Where? I dont know
Maria says shes dying through the door I hear her crying
Why? I dont know

Round here we always stand up straight
Round here something radiates

Maria came from nashville with a suitcase in her hand
She said shed like to meet a boy who looks like elvis
She walks along the edge of where the ocean meets the land
Just like shes walking on a wire in the circus
She parks her car outside of my house
Takes her clothes off
Says shes close to understanding jesus
She knows shes more than just a little misunderstood
She has trouble acting normal when shes nervous

Round here were carving out our names
Round here we all look the same
Round here we talk just like lions
But we sacrifice like lambs
Round here shes slipping through my hands

Sleeping children better run like the wind
Out of the lightning dream
Mamas little baby better get herself in
Out of the lightning

She says its only in my head
She says shhh I know its only in my head
But the girl on car in the parking lot says
man you should try to take a shot
Cant you see my walls are crumbling?
Then she looks up at the building and says shes thinking of jumping
She says shes tired of life she must be tired of something

Round here shes always on my mind
Round here hey man got lots of time
Round here were never sent to bed early
And nobody makes us wait
Round here we stay up very, very, very, very late
I cant see nothing, nothing round here
Catch me if Im falling...

XXX XXL

Malayo

My friend Elisa (Sister Shimpi) & I went to have dinner friday night. After walking through Orizaba all the way from Zacatecas up to Durango we found a great restaurant called "Malayo" really nice place, food was excelent, but the best of it was talking to Shimpi... We talked about our experiences, expectations and what we think is going to happen in our lives and what would we like to... Bottom line: our hearts are a mess, we miss being loved and still love, I would say stronger than a few years ago but that would be lying, we love as much as we have, and being by ourselfes does not make it easier but surely makes us feel better. Hopefully we'll find that what we've been looking for... This just reminds me of something a friend use to say, be careful with what you wish, may be it happens...


XXX XXL

Interstar 31

I've been reading the Twilight saga and honestly have to admitt that in a long time (around a year or so) I have not been so suck into a book... It all reminds me of my life with you, obious the one I have always imagine not the real one hahaha....vStrange things have happened and some more about to do... I just linger for your lips and I know they will be cold as ice and hard as a rock but I know that I will be confortable in your arms and that vision of my destiny will not be wrong because I know I wont change my mind, I know what I want and time will eventually come... I will wait for you...

XXX XXL