I've been talking to you for the past 50 minutes. I LOVE to talk to you. Definitely we agree that this kind of situation between us is comfortable for you, definitely not for me but its better than not talking to you at all... "I personally think" you should come and try THIS I believe that if you do it you'll never want to be without This. Statistics say the opposite but if you are afraid of loosing this you may notice that the only reason for loosing it is not allowing me to be me... Come on!! Try it!! Taste!! Enjoy!! (hahaha) I think we both would not only like it but LOVE it!!.
XXX XXL
Friday, December 19, 2008
Archetypes
Well yes! It's been hectic and my head (again!) is a mess...I cannot stand uncertainty... for sure I don't like it and now it shows on my skin... I saw Grey's anathomy this week (old chapter) and felt really identified with some girl who blushed every time and really noticeable!!... poor dear! Anyway! I feel the same, I have this spots in my skin now reflection of what I feel, (which is that I don't feel right) I found a friend who's friend of a friend's friend and knows these person whom I have a crush on...or is it that I love him?...mmm... I would like to say yes! he is THE man in my life, but time and life has proven me wrong...so let's just say I have a crush on him, the rest will be history soon hahahaha... So I'm a dramatic person, he's a dramatic person, my friends are dramatic and truly...mmm... I can't stand any more drama... sorry but true! I can't I believe this is a selfish action but couldn't care less...Anyway (and not any really!) I decided to dissappear... If you want to find me call me! maybe I will answer and yes, even if I say I'm not waiting for your call, yes!, of course I am!! so call me later I will decide if answer or not... Right now?... don't know... probably not... as RG said this morning... Maybe you want me to be that girl waiting by the phone for your call saturday and maybe you have the right to want that but I'm not going to be that girl... I think I love you but I'm going to live my life and that's it, if you want to be included raise your hand...now!... well you have like 24 hours hahaha...
XXX XXL
(damned! these are some of the reasons why people think I'm crazy :P)
XXX XXL
(damned! these are some of the reasons why people think I'm crazy :P)
Monday, December 15, 2008
I am a Vamp...
How nice it is to have someone say nice things about myself, however he is nor the one I want nor the one I love, so I leave you with this video, enjoy...
XXX XXL
XXX XXL
Monday, November 24, 2008
Frankly, my dear...
I don't give a damn! Rhett said to Scarlett... I need to think how to say that to you but...I can't think about that right now. If I do, I'll go crazy. I'll think about that tomorrow...and no, I don't think I will kiss you, although you need kissing, badly. That's what's wrong with you. You should be kissed...and often...and by someone who knows how...So If I kiss you and If I said I was madly in love with you, you'd know I was lying...
Gone with the wind...Always gets me...
Just for your personal amusement find out which character you are...http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/714532/which-character-from-gone-with-the-wind-are-you
XXX XXL
Gone with the wind...Always gets me...
Just for your personal amusement find out which character you are...http://www.quizilla.com/quizzes/714532/which-character-from-gone-with-the-wind-are-you
XXX XXL
Purple-blue...
It's been a long time since I write, weekend has been hectic. I've got some bad news and some issues have been bothering me since. I don't know really what's the big deal about leaving someone, why does it hurt so much, after a long time of getting over you, finally (yes! finally!) it seems like I don't need you any more, and the last words just to say "please leave" don't come easy. You've been part of my life, my dreams, my past, my present, my future?... I don't know, I don't want to, and at the same time I want to...The answer is easy friends have told me: Let the time pass by... You've told me: I think you've already left me... I have not left you, not at all... your essence flies with me, fills me in every breath… I’m seeing you today, I’m going to look for you, I know where you’ll be at which time… wait for me, cause a walk sometimes is just a walk doesn’t imply more and sometimes is just a way to ask you to wait for me…Would you?...
XXX XXL
XXX XXL
Friday, November 14, 2008
Hush my darling hush...
So, this is it... time away from working has ended. Finally somebody want to use my talent and pay for it hahahaha... sinner!! hahaha no no no! not that "kind" of talent, though If any of you want to try... we can talk... later... hahaha... somebody told me (that you have a girlfriend that look like a boyfriend hahaha no no, not that kind of telling hahaha), seriously, somebody told me that when a woman gets divorced looses 85% of her brain and the other 15% if her dog dies...(this space is reserved for you to hit yourself if you are laughing hahaha)... I don't know all cases but know some true hahaha and know some others where the wife end sucking husband's brain and the brainless ends up being him (hahaha)...
I had so many things to say, all planned this morning while bathing (you will discover that most of my posts are planned while bathing hahahaha) now I'm just thinking what to do with my life, how to tell those things I need to say because not telling things is a way of lying... Well I told him that I love him, I didn't tell him that I love him, and how could I if he is not with me, if all we have is either by phone or not saying all the things we need and want (?) to say... I must do something, must care for him, must ask him to allow me to make him happy... I'm jello and think this time need to be creme brulee hahahaha...
As usual a song for you to read, not sure if these are the correct words but is just as much as I remember from listening to it a long LONG time ago..
You fill up my sences
like night in the forest
like the mountains in spring time
like a walk in the rain
like a storm in the desert
like a sleepy blue ocean
you fill up my sences
come fill me again
come let me love you
let me give my life to you
let me drown in your laughter
let me die in your arms
let me lay down beside you
let me always be with you
now let me love you
come love me again
let me give my life to you
come let me love you
come love me again
Perhaps tomorrow or later today I'll write all those things I want to write...
XXX XXL
I had so many things to say, all planned this morning while bathing (you will discover that most of my posts are planned while bathing hahahaha) now I'm just thinking what to do with my life, how to tell those things I need to say because not telling things is a way of lying... Well I told him that I love him, I didn't tell him that I love him, and how could I if he is not with me, if all we have is either by phone or not saying all the things we need and want (?) to say... I must do something, must care for him, must ask him to allow me to make him happy... I'm jello and think this time need to be creme brulee hahahaha...
As usual a song for you to read, not sure if these are the correct words but is just as much as I remember from listening to it a long LONG time ago..
You fill up my sences
like night in the forest
like the mountains in spring time
like a walk in the rain
like a storm in the desert
like a sleepy blue ocean
you fill up my sences
come fill me again
come let me love you
let me give my life to you
let me drown in your laughter
let me die in your arms
let me lay down beside you
let me always be with you
now let me love you
come love me again
let me give my life to you
come let me love you
come love me again
Perhaps tomorrow or later today I'll write all those things I want to write...
XXX XXL
Friday, November 7, 2008
I want to know...
I personally think that you sometimes feel unconfortable when we talk. I would love to understand why... Is iT fear? Do not fear... Is it caution? Do not fear... I'm not going anywhere without you...Maybe, just maybe one day we wont get confused... Do I love you? I don't know... Does sparks appear when you're close? I don't know... I want to know... All I want is to know... Do you love me? You said I fascinate you... Which part of me?... Hahaha this is the time when my friends call me ohhh-diosa!!! You may not know I may not understand but as The Partridge Family said and Hugh Grant quoted them: I think I love you...but what I love is the emotion when you call my name or laugh or your voice every morning, I love you but the ilusion of you... You may love but you don't know me (damned! quoting old songs again... mah! WTF!)
So here the I think I love lyrics for your amusement:
I think I love you
So what am I so afraid of?
I'm afraid that I'm not suer of
A love there is no cure for
I think I love you
Isn't that what life is made of?
Though it worries me to say
I've never felt this way
Believe me
You really don't have to worry
I only want to make you happy
And if you say hey! Go away!
I will... But I think better still
I ought to say around and love you
Do you think I have a case?
Let me ask you to your face:
Do you think you love me?
I think I love you!
So, It has just occured to me that for sure this is not for you...This is a demonstration of how selfish I can be. If I want you to let me love you it's just because I want you to love me back, to make me feel greatness is close to me is available, with just one word, just one look, just one kiss, just the touch of your nose against my forehead, just... just... to love me back.
Anyway (and not just any) this is the song in my ipod while I write these lines; by My Favourite Souvenir (sorry Lwbt I know you can't stand his voice so I'm just attaching the lyrics hahaha just read them I don't promise I wont make you listen to it hahaha, for the time being just read them!)
Song:El porque de tus silencios
Author: Enrique Bunbury
Disc: Hellville De Luxe
Year: 2008
El porqué de tus silencios ¿Qué quieres ocultar? ¿El porqué de tanto tiempo sin hablar? Dios te libre de inventar, de mentir o de callar cuando cantas.
Como un pájaro indefenso bajo la tempestad aún encuentras fundamentos en la ruina cruel de tu memoria, al recordar el porqué de tus silencios y las huellas de tus pies de la arena frente al mar borradas por el vaivén de las aguas. El fin es el comienzo, ya nadie te espera, no sabes si sales o si entras.
Son asuntos de familia que no se pueden tratar, la gente no cambia los genes no engañan y tus flechas nunca dan en el centro del blanco de la diana y las huellas de tus pies en la arena frente al mar borradas por el vaivén de las aguas. El fin es el comienzo, ya nadie te espera, no sabes si sales o si entras.
Qué difícil es poner todos lo días un poco de luz en tus venas y las huellas de tus pies en la arena frente al mar borradas por el vaivén de las aguas. El fin es el comienzo, ya nadie te espera, no sabes si sales o si entras.
I'll wait
XXX XXL
So here the I think I love lyrics for your amusement:
I think I love you
So what am I so afraid of?
I'm afraid that I'm not suer of
A love there is no cure for
I think I love you
Isn't that what life is made of?
Though it worries me to say
I've never felt this way
Believe me
You really don't have to worry
I only want to make you happy
And if you say hey! Go away!
I will... But I think better still
I ought to say around and love you
Do you think I have a case?
Let me ask you to your face:
Do you think you love me?
I think I love you!
So, It has just occured to me that for sure this is not for you...This is a demonstration of how selfish I can be. If I want you to let me love you it's just because I want you to love me back, to make me feel greatness is close to me is available, with just one word, just one look, just one kiss, just the touch of your nose against my forehead, just... just... to love me back.
Anyway (and not just any) this is the song in my ipod while I write these lines; by My Favourite Souvenir (sorry Lwbt I know you can't stand his voice so I'm just attaching the lyrics hahaha just read them I don't promise I wont make you listen to it hahaha, for the time being just read them!)
Song:El porque de tus silencios
Author: Enrique Bunbury
Disc: Hellville De Luxe
Year: 2008
El porqué de tus silencios ¿Qué quieres ocultar? ¿El porqué de tanto tiempo sin hablar? Dios te libre de inventar, de mentir o de callar cuando cantas.
Como un pájaro indefenso bajo la tempestad aún encuentras fundamentos en la ruina cruel de tu memoria, al recordar el porqué de tus silencios y las huellas de tus pies de la arena frente al mar borradas por el vaivén de las aguas. El fin es el comienzo, ya nadie te espera, no sabes si sales o si entras.
Son asuntos de familia que no se pueden tratar, la gente no cambia los genes no engañan y tus flechas nunca dan en el centro del blanco de la diana y las huellas de tus pies en la arena frente al mar borradas por el vaivén de las aguas. El fin es el comienzo, ya nadie te espera, no sabes si sales o si entras.
Qué difícil es poner todos lo días un poco de luz en tus venas y las huellas de tus pies en la arena frente al mar borradas por el vaivén de las aguas. El fin es el comienzo, ya nadie te espera, no sabes si sales o si entras.
I'll wait
XXX XXL
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Beginners...
So...I decided to start a Blog after a good friend of mine said everyday for about 4 months that I should do it... After a lot of days trying to find the right name, not already chosen by someone, theme, scheme and feeling to write… I did it, finally, after all this time it is now on the web.
I’m not sure if you’ll find what you are looking for in here, there’s like no theme at all, just talk about my life and how it connects to others’ life… It’s entanglement… Wikipedia (damned! I’m quoting Wikipedia in my first post… who-knows, who-cares…bitch!) says something like is the state of an object linked to another in a certain way that cannot longer be describe properly without its counterpart, or something like that… I read somewhere that it happens when a particle touches a particle and until one of them touches another particle they will move in a direction and velocity related to its partner, in other words, if A touches B, B will be directly related to A until C appears and touches B.
This reminds me of the 7 degrees of separation theory and you will see that I know a lot of people… in fact LWBT (guilty as charged for this blog) remembers bitterly that once we were walking outside her office, and saw an old high school friend of her; she was really happy because this time SHE found someone instead of me… for abut 2 seconds, since her friend said he knew me from college… well LWBT better luck next time…
In other words, if you think you know me, for sure you don’t know me, if you think you don’t know me mmm… perhaps you know someone that knows me haha… anyway! I hope you enjoy this blog!
XXX XXL
I’m not sure if you’ll find what you are looking for in here, there’s like no theme at all, just talk about my life and how it connects to others’ life… It’s entanglement… Wikipedia (damned! I’m quoting Wikipedia in my first post… who-knows, who-cares…bitch!) says something like is the state of an object linked to another in a certain way that cannot longer be describe properly without its counterpart, or something like that… I read somewhere that it happens when a particle touches a particle and until one of them touches another particle they will move in a direction and velocity related to its partner, in other words, if A touches B, B will be directly related to A until C appears and touches B.
This reminds me of the 7 degrees of separation theory and you will see that I know a lot of people… in fact LWBT (guilty as charged for this blog) remembers bitterly that once we were walking outside her office, and saw an old high school friend of her; she was really happy because this time SHE found someone instead of me… for abut 2 seconds, since her friend said he knew me from college… well LWBT better luck next time…
In other words, if you think you know me, for sure you don’t know me, if you think you don’t know me mmm… perhaps you know someone that knows me haha… anyway! I hope you enjoy this blog!
XXX XXL
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