I want to know...

I personally think that you sometimes feel unconfortable when we talk. I would love to understand why... Is iT fear? Do not fear... Is it caution? Do not fear... I'm not going anywhere without you...Maybe, just maybe one day we wont get confused... Do I love you? I don't know... Does sparks appear when you're close? I don't know... I want to know... All I want is to know... Do you love me? You said I fascinate you... Which part of me?... Hahaha this is the time when my friends call me ohhh-diosa!!! You may not know I may not understand but as The Partridge Family said and Hugh Grant quoted them: I think I love you...but what I love is the emotion when you call my name or laugh or your voice every morning, I love you but the ilusion of you... You may love but you don't know me (damned! quoting old songs again... mah! WTF!)

So here the I think I love lyrics for your amusement:

I think I love you
So what am I so afraid of?
I'm afraid that I'm not suer of
A love there is no cure for
I think I love you
Isn't that what life is made of?
Though it worries me to say
I've never felt this way
Believe me
You really don't have to worry
I only want to make you happy
And if you say hey! Go away!
I will... But I think better still
I ought to say around and love you
Do you think I have a case?
Let me ask you to your face:
Do you think you love me?
I think I love you!

So, It has just occured to me that for sure this is not for you...This is a demonstration of how selfish I can be. If I want you to let me love you it's just because I want you to love me back, to make me feel greatness is close to me is available, with just one word, just one look, just one kiss, just the touch of your nose against my forehead, just... just... to love me back.

Anyway (and not just any) this is the song in my ipod while I write these lines; by My Favourite Souvenir (sorry Lwbt I know you can't stand his voice so I'm just attaching the lyrics hahaha just read them I don't promise I wont make you listen to it hahaha, for the time being just read them!)

Song:El porque de tus silencios
Author: Enrique Bunbury
Disc: Hellville De Luxe
Year: 2008

El porqué de tus silencios ¿Qué quieres ocultar? ¿El porqué de tanto tiempo sin hablar? Dios te libre de inventar, de mentir o de callar cuando cantas.

Como un pájaro indefenso bajo la tempestad aún encuentras fundamentos en la ruina cruel de tu memoria, al recordar el porqué de tus silencios y las huellas de tus pies de la arena frente al mar borradas por el vaivén de las aguas. El fin es el comienzo, ya nadie te espera, no sabes si sales o si entras.

Son asuntos de familia que no se pueden tratar, la gente no cambia los genes no engañan y tus flechas nunca dan en el centro del blanco de la diana y las huellas de tus pies en la arena frente al mar borradas por el vaivén de las aguas. El fin es el comienzo, ya nadie te espera, no sabes si sales o si entras.

Qué difícil es poner todos lo días un poco de luz en tus venas y las huellas de tus pies en la arena frente al mar borradas por el vaivén de las aguas. El fin es el comienzo, ya nadie te espera, no sabes si sales o si entras.


I'll wait

XXX XXL